N2 — outside your level filter
say + cannot bring myself to
ii kaneru
cannot bring myself to; am not in a position to
meaning: cannot bring myself to say
誠に恐れ入りますが、その件には対応しかねる。
makoto ni osoreirimasu ga, sono ken ni wa taioushi kaneru.
I'm terribly sorry, but on that matter, I cannot bring myself to accommodate you. formal
うーん、それはちょっと判断しかねるなあ。
uun, sore wa chotto handanshi kaneru naa.
Hmm, that's something I cannot bring myself to judge easily. casual