N2 — outside your level filter
write + not + cannot help doing
kakanai de wa irarenai
cannot help doing; cannot keep oneself from doing
meaning: can't help writing
あの光景を思い出すと、今でも泣かないではいられない。
ano koukei o omoidasu to, ima demo nakanai de wa irarenai.
When I call that scene to mind, even now I can't help crying. neutral
彼女の生き方には、感嘆せずにはいられない。
kanojo no ikikata ni wa, kantan sezu ni wa irarenai.
One cannot but marvel at the way she lives. neutral